So I spent all day at a community college yesterday because I got a call saying that they were interviewing. The setup looked like a job fair. Even though I had an interview for a hospital, there were other places there looking for candidates. Office Max, Medline, and a couple of others were there. The first recruiter was fun and really nice. I felt so comfortable with her. She selected me to go on to the hiring manager interview. There were two people waiting for me and I got really nervous. The guy looked bored the whole time and the lady was perked up like she liked what I had to say. The guy said that I should get another position. I don't know if that means he likes me or both like me but I hope they do so I can get working again. Now I know people are not obligated to help you, but don't offer help if you really don't want to. My mom said that she was going to help pay my rent a center bill and she has not yet. She either says she forgot or she just avoids me at all costs. So finally, I just text her not to worry about it, I will let them come and get it. I am just gonna start treating people like i get treated. I am always the one that will stop what I am doing to help folks and when I need them, they act like they don't give a shit or they claim they forgot. I don't know how I am going to get to work if they hire me, but I wont be asking her. I just want to work so there are no worries and I can pay my own shit and stay away from people and not to ask people for shit at all and do it by myself. I don't like the feeling that I have to constantly keep bugging someone or asking for help that they say they were going to do. Like this girl I went to school with. She said that she was going to help me get into a hospital where she works and when I asked her in her facebook page did she talk to her friend, she never got back and she ignores all of my messages. Why do people say that they will help and they wont? If you know that you are not going to do it, then say no. I am gonna say yes to stuff and ignore people and let them see how it feel. I am also going to not offer to do anything anymore.
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