I am having the feeling to end it all. It would be a lot easier. I can't provide for my child right now, I don't have family in my corner instead they use my problems against me when they are mad at me or when I don't kiss their asses. So why am I here. Who would want to live a life when nothing goes wrong for them. Life is full of lies and heartache. I have medical problems, I thought I would b married to a guy that I spent over ten years with, I have a son that I can't provide for, and I have no family, but my son. I think this time I am going to do it and do it right. In April I tried but it didn't work. I was just sick. I guess I didn't take enough Tylenol pm and I was just really sick and ended up sleeping it off instead of sleeping for ever. This time I think that I will do it right. If it works this time and you see this Lamar, I am sorry. I am just tired of struggling.
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