I have been feeling very calm lately. I don't know if it's because of the Prozac I am taking or what. I have not had an argument with my mom or stepfather and I just shrug off things that would usually piss me off. I like this feeling. I am glad that I can use my energy for positive things and not negative.
So, last night, I was on Facebook. I looked at my home page and I had to friend request. One was from my ex boyfriend. I didn't accept his request but I wonder why would he send it? No, I did not tell his wife this time. Besides, when I asked her to ask her husband to stop contacting me, it got out of hand and she didn't even believe me and I was trying to be respectful of their marriage. So this time, I am just going to delete the request and not say anything. I just don't get it. Why send it? They seem like they are happy with each other. He didn't want to be with me enough to marry, he married his wife. So why keep contacting me? Well I am not going to wreck my brain about it.
So anyway, I am still looking for work. With the blood clots in my lungs though, I don't think I can last long because it is very hard to breathe sometimes. I am still looking though and trying to stay positive and mellow.
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